Learning to Trust

[LuvMyHusband]

hi everyone,
I just got back from my C session. It was helpful. I guess I don't care about the forwarding because it doesn't matter to me about proving anything. What matters to me is that HE wrote to her. HE contacted HER. That's all that matters to me. I feel that he only came back for the money. I have since transferred it back to my account, today. He has sent the following texts to me this morning.

He says "because she cared, you red it, I responded in case I wanted to and leftit there to see if you' d dig. It's also why I gave you a master screenname.

I actually want to be able to make my own decisions and be happy for once, that's why i tried and did all the things to break contact

I'm not back with her...only emailnow to see what's going on

She doesn't have my number and DOES understand what I did for a reason

Has it occured to you that I need to decide and change myself?

I even invited you to vegas next week

Why couldn't you ignore an email and just trust and show love? why keep digging and proving you can't change?


I don't have her...I needed a friend and it was a mistake. But you just can't let me make my own decisions. Your devious mind always controls you.

doesn't matter huh? focus on me, I'm always the untrustworthy screw up

Atleast I admitted what I did and made changes...you CANT CHANGE what you do

Those things with her were very recent because we were done! You never changed a thing

(Please note, I have not responded to any of his texts. He obviously doens't see as how he has betrayed my trust at all.)