We are all going through the motions.. have to for the kids sake. I cry alone when they are in bed, and worry all the time that he is taking me for a long and troubling road.

My h is a sweet talker, sometimes I beleive what he says, sometimes not. Always guessing and driving myself nuts.

i don't think he loves me, but he doesn't think about me the way I think about him. We are just very different in that department.

tal

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.