I have those days too. You just get so so angry and pick apart everything that has happend.. and questions everything that has happend. Believe me I know.
You are doing well dispite not feeling like you are. and yes unload here, its a safe haven.
h is away for the next two days, so I will have some breathing room.
Hope your day gets better.
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.