What is reasonable and what is not?

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Well, exdh has been gone for a week on his trip and is now on his way home. Things before he left were great and he has been calling nightly, ILY's, etc. I can't complain.

Now that he is on his way home I am feeling huge anxiety. What will things be like then? Am I going to go back to being snoopy and wondering what is going on? Am I going to wonder if he is still talking to OW? It was almost like it was more relaxing for me when he was gone. When he called this morning and told me he was on his way I was a bit disappointed feeling. Sure, I want to see him but I don't want to worry anymore. I hope he still acts and feels the same when he gets back and doesn't go back to the alien.