When you say no to champagne....

[sage]

Some journalling from yesterday

What went well:
1. H. called me a bunch of times at work. I love it when he calls 'cause it always makes me feel as though he was thinking of me

2. One of the calls was to thank me for a gift I had surprised him with (the DVDs of "From the Earth to the Moon"). It always feels a bit weird to give H. impromptu gifts -- I'm not sure he's much of a "gift guy" plus I think I wrap up too many expectations in the response. Not very good for either of us! So...it was nice to have him call specifically to let me know he was watching the DVDs and enjoying them

3. H went out last night and was very cute and affectionate when he came home. I was already in bed and he wasn't tired so he stayed up for a while. He seemed very happy and relaxed.

What didn't go well: Nothing

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I'm feeling pretty calm and my anxiety/thoughts (about ow, about "bad stuff happening", etc) have been very much in check lately. I've been doing a good job about noting when I'm catastrophizing or creating some really negative feeling in my head. Good stuff.

I am missing spending time with H. We've had a busy week and he'll be gone most if not all of the weekend. It's a good time for me to catch up with myself and do some errands at home but I'm still going to miss my pal! I'm going to try to put some "dates" together for next week!

Sage