but I just feel that I don't matter, i'm worthless but good to childmind =============== He is too busy reinventing himself and figuring out what he wants, he's taking time appart from the R, dont' beat yourself down for that ok?
About him communicating so often, just do what you are doing, dont' answer all the calls and emails inmediatly, I wonder if in some way he is beginning to realize what he is missing , it could be a good thing.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.