new here. Feel like dying

[cat03]

can't you just get a statement from psychiatrist? I'm sure if you explain them the sitch they'll understand, specially if your insurance doesn't cover him anymore.

Does your H know you have the MC this friday? if he doesn't it gently let him know you are going and that it would be beneficial if he could come.

I pray that your H realizes he's being controlling and works with you and that you remain strong and don't settle for less than a M in which both of you have a saying on things and that you are both respected.