I am scared to wantlove...I know deep down that all will be ok though. It is just so hard though and I too hate feeling like there is nothing I can do. I just keep trying to tell myself that he is miserable and I wont be and he will see that.

You can do this....so can I.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10