I am not ready to make any moves, legally, and in my heart, want to stand for my marriage. I am doing a lot of "me" work, and GAL in ways I never have before. My qestiuon is, how do you just be still? I feel like I am crawling out of my skin, with my fingers in the dam, trying to hold it all together. The longer it is, the worse I seem to feel. I have to figure out how to do this, but I feel like I've exhausted the options. I am scared.
