When you say no to champagne....

[sage]

SB -- the hororscopes come from www.cainer.com I'm not sure I really believe in them either but the ones from Cainer have good wisdom whether you think it has to do with your birthsign or not.

Things are aggravating here this morning. We had an ok day yesterday -- I procrastinated on writing a paper (still not done!) so I was busy with that while H was at baseball practice. He came home and eventually we watched some tv together. At one point, he told me how much he loves me and gave me a giant, knee shaking kiss.

We went bowling, did well and then went out afterwards with our bowling partners. On the drive home, my back was killing me -- I've been having trouble with it for the last month and it was really bad last night. Plus, it was snowing (arrgh) so I was really tense driving. We get home and we're getting ready to go upstairs for bed and H lobs his baseball cap at my head -- the rim hits me hard for some reason and I got kind of pissed off. I told him that it hurt. Then we went into the bathroom and H. sprayed my legs with saline solution and I just snapped and yelled "stop it. stop nudging me"

Well, he's been pissed off since. I've apologized twice for yelling at him. When I apologized this am he said he wasn't mad at me -- in that withdrawn voice.

well, we've been here before. What doesn't work is me pursuing him. Gotta remember that.

And, I gotta do my paper.

I will say that last night I renewed my commitment to letting go of ow. I keep coming back to that over and over after I slip up and obsess about her for a while...I guess it's ok to fall off the horse as long as I get back on.

Sage