wow, there is nothing better than flannel sheets and a down comforter on a cold night. well, okay, yeah there is, but hey, its the best I can do right now, so am taking what I can get. lovely, just lovely.
h and I have been e-mailing a bit about christmas stuff. its all so very civilized. e-mail works for us. still, sad. just sad. not sad that its civilized, that part is good, it all just sucks. everything is oh so wonderful for him isn't it? he gets the girl he loves, everything else falls nicely into place for him. all is oh so accomodating.
ugh.
just feeling a bit bitter today. not too bad, bitter might be too strong a word even. it just must be nice to be him. but then I look around at what I have...I may not have a job that pays well or someone who loves me, but I have my health and my kids.
I should be grateful that we are on the same page with the kids for most things. I know how much some of you struggle with that stuff, and that has to be hard. instead of bitter, I should be happy.
well, I do have some good news...found someone to take a look at the shed roof. hopefully it isn't too big a deal or too much $. fingers crossed!
not much else to tell. no gym, the twins have colds so can't take them to the playroom. hopefully they will be better by tomorrow. knock wood. its a beautiful sunny day out, and h leaves for vegas so I have a few days w/o having to see him at all. and, because vegas is vegas, likely won't hear from him all that much.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
