When you say no to champagne....

[erinr]

Good Afternoon Sage,

Sorry I haven't been around in awhile. Looks like you've had plenty of great company, though!

This is a response to a post a couple of days ago. you said:

This is a blessing for me. I have another chance to work through the fear I have when he is loving -- when things are going well. This may seem SO perverse to you all (well, except for those of you who share my 'worst case scenario' mindset) but as horrible as the down cycles are -- I find myself reeling in fear and suspicion when things are GOOD -- maybe even more than when they are bad.

I gotta say, I am totally a worst-case scenario person and totally know how you feel. IT is so weird how when things are good, the smallest thing can bring you crashing down. I find it incredibly annoying. Nothing short of 2x4's tends to make me snap out of it. AT least you're getting better at ignoring those feelings.

You have so much going great! I'm absolutely thrilled for you and for your H. Keep up this awesome trend.

Erin