Wow. So sad. Kids are innocent bystanders of our mistakes. I feel worse for them than myself. They did not sign up for this. I am going to try and not mention such things about the kids. Though I got chewed out last week for not telling him my plans w/the kids to go to dinner one night. Go figure. No happy medium. On a good note I had the kids last night and we had a nice dinner. D8 wouldn't eat anything I gave her so she got cereal. Couldn't help but give in. Teacher's note this week still says she is only doing "fair" but did speak with the counselor. I told her to do her best, I was proud of her no matter what. If I can barely function at work how can she be expected to function any better at school? Our teacher conf is next Friday. Should be interesting.
He did make a point to say goodbye to me last night. He usually just leaves because I don't generally say anything to him anyway.


Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9
Separated 90 days 6/28/05
H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv
Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now
H Filed for D 7/08