It does make sense. Maybe though she is just staying with a friend on those nights. Even though i don't think much about OW it does creep in from time to time. I did ask H when he told me he was still having a hard time reconnecting if he still has feelings for her and then thought why did i bother with that.Of coarse he said no but i have to think he still does, so why did i bother asking(DUH). The one thing that gets to me is if he is still disconnected is ML just sex to him. Sometimes i feel like a glorified whore when that thought creeps in.
But in the bright side things are going ok, just have to knock him off the fence.
We all have to work hard at being the "Greener Grass".
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
