When you say no to champagne....

[sage]

Did I recommend "Emotional Alchemy" to you? Yes, I think you said you had borrowed it from the library. READ IT!

SB -- I can't remember how I stumbled across Emotional Alchemy -- I've had it out from the library for about a month! But then I saw you mention it on your thread and started reading it today. It's probably going to be slow going but I like what I see so far. I really think that one of my biggest missteps is that I am not mindful -- I spend so much time in the past or the future, instead of in the moment.

Struggling a bit to stay within my "as if" mode right now -- H. sent 2 mails w/no ILYs in them (I know, I know -- but I"m used to him closing them that way) and he seemed to have that pent up energy when I just talked to him on the phone that reminds me of when he was in the throes of ea.

I will act "as if" all this nervous energy I'm feeling from him is because he loves me so much it makes him crazy!!!!



Sage