Chris, you are holding strong. This added stress is tough for sure, I started this journey with an OM and some days I get extemely pi$$ed, but try to hide it or just leave the house for a bit. This is just another hurdle that you will cross. She is obviously conflicted and second guessing herself. Consider what you have seen babysteps. Remember, none of what is said and half of what is seen. This goes both good and bad. When the words and actions start meshing then you are making more than babysteps. Keep doing what works and you will be fine. Strength and Honor!