Icing on the freaking cake.

So.. run out to store to pick up some medicine for D3. Sure enough.. D's spot W's car. We now have to trapse around the store to find her. I did not want, nor was I prepared to see her.

She could tell.. she actually asked several times what was wrong. She even mentioned to D's that "Daddy was on edge"

As for the shirts.. yeah... you can bet she won't be getting it back soon. I may clean the chimney with it.. possibly the gutters and then use it to start my brush fire. I'm not evil. The shirt is. \:\)

I guess this is the stuff that throws me off course. We have a good interaction (like last night short of a few comments) and then she derails the train.

Is she doing it on purpose? Is she feeling certain feelings and then intentionally pushing my buttons?

The ultimate... the D's were both whining about wanting mommy. D3 actually says "I miss mommy.. I don't miss you daddy.. I want mommy.. I want to go to mommy's house"

D5 asks "Is this going to be like this forever?"

You could've driven by.. punched a hole in my chest, ripped my heart out and laughed like a ghoul and I couldn't have felt worse.

Ugh.