What went well yesterday: 1. H. went out of his way and brought me lunch at school 2. H. told me "I love you and would do nothing to jeopardize that" 3. H and I had a relaxing early evening just lounging around, talking, drinking champagne
What didn't go well: 1. Had kind of a weird moment when I first got home. H said that he had emailed his former company about this short term consulting work. He said "If this works out maybe I'll see if I can work there 20 hours a week". I'm sure I went pale, said "um, well, I wouldn't really feel good about that". H. realized what was happening at the same time I realized that my statement was kind of controlling so we were both backpedalling at the same time. He did say that he wouldn't even do this short stint if I was uncomfortable with it. Not "bad" really just weird.
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.