journaling: starting to feel very overwhelmed. I've been lurking on the divorced board and omg, there is sooo much that has to be done between now and when it is finally all over. and it seems like it is never truly over. just the logistics of what needs to be done is killing me. I don't even want to think about any of it..none of it. ugh. no, I'm not filing today, but guessing h will soon or will come up with a plan that makes arbitration palatable. I know many of you think he will drag his feet, but I think after having finally said it the other week, that it will make the next step easier.
no, I don't need to do anything today. and I know I am saying I am taking things day by day, so I know logically this goes against that goal. still, I can't help but lurk a bit and then get a little freaked out.
ugh.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
