new here. Feel like dying

[ms ladybug]

I AM the queen of sarcasm (thank you for handing over that title), and I know he hates that.

My first response to his "conditions" was...well my first response was wanting to tell him where he could shove his conditions (but I didn't). I told him I have an appt with our marriage counselor on Friday, and perhaps we can discuss this then. He agreed to go.

Until last night. He now tells me that I can go by myself, he isn't going with me. DAMN! SO close to going together to MC. I was mad, so last night, I took his "conditions" email and replied stating that this sounds like a business agreement, NOT a marriage. Yes, not my finest moment, but there's plenty of those.

The statement about me seeing a psychiatrist with him is because he thinks I have depression. He asked me to get evaluated and put on medication. SO, I did. I saw a psychiatrist, got an evaluation, and was told, "you don't have depression. You're unhappy, specifically with your marriage, but you don't have depression. Medication aren't going to help you." Thank you very much! I went home and told h, and he was MAD! Oh, so mad that I went to this appt without him. Claims that I lied throught the whole thing! Now, he wants me to go again with HIM present! Dude, I DON'T have depression. Everyone that knows me knows that. I have mood swings, because YOU PISS ME OFF!!
Anyways, that's what that line was all about.
He wants me on medication. -that way I can be a Stepford wife.