It is odd taking over my H's job. I get glimpes of the good, the bad, the funny about how he was at work. On the bad part I previously wrote how he was blatantly pursuing women including his now OW. I also now realize what a hard ass my mom was on him and I am sure this contributed to his resentmet against me. She would be a B at work and he probably saw me as MIL Junior at hom. Thanks mom. The funny is the DJ really misses him as a friend and says cute things about him all the time. Like when they got bored thay would go in the parking lot and throw around a football or actually play street tennis. I never knew these things. People have lost sooo much respect for him.
Re:Job-My mother says one thing to me and another to my coworkers. She tells me what a crappy job I am doing but she tells everyone else how I am such a good worker, so much better than my H. What gives? Thank goodness for the Gilmore Girls. I saw an ep where Lane's grandmother comes from Korea and acts like a hard ass on Lane's mom!
Lastly, I must say it is way easier to detach when you form a crush on someone else. There is a beautiful man who looks like Justin Timberlake at work. He is just eye candy for me and I would not go out with him but it actually helps to detach from pain of missing H. I really do not miss H for now. I want to avoid the pattern of meetig men who worship me and then disappoint me once they get dissappointed in me. Ah, to be single. I am not sure what to do in this Limbo Land. To date or not to date?
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
