Sunday I was to pick her up and take her to the airport. She asked me to be at the house by 4 so we could swing by her office to pick up some things. I arrive at the appointed time and find out she's already gone to the office. Nice I could have been a hour later. But it seems she didn't say anything so we could spend time together. Ok that's nice. We sat and talked, did a few things around the house and generally enjoyed being together. Funny thing, when we were just sitting around relaxing she just looked at me with the wonderful smile on her face.
Yesterday, was my birthday. It was a GREAT day! I awoke to a couple of emails from her. The first was a birthday wish to me. The second was wishing me good luck with my interview that morning. From there a steady stream of emails where she was just telling me about her day and such. Honestly that felt so great just getting that kind of stuff from her.
We talked last night and she was clearly worn out from her day and traveling the night before. But she had encouraging words to say to me about my job interview. She's as excited about it as me and excited for me. Must say the support she's shown about my job search has been very, very nice.
So now I need to make sure I focus on me, not place to much focus on her or us and keep up the positive attitude. It sure as hell helps me!!
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
