I haven't posted for a while, I thought I was doing pretty well, but for some reason it has all come back and hit me hard again.
My wife and I separated about 6-8 months ago, and we both finaly moved into separate houses about 2 months ago. She does have another man, but says that is not the reason we split. He was just in the wrong / right place at the wrong / right time!
I was concentrating on trying to get my life back on track, but over the last weekend BANG the whole situation hit me right between the eyes again. I feel just as low as I did when all of this kicked off.
There are two young kids involved ( 3 and 5 ) and whilst I get to see them probably more than most dad's (every wednesday night and every other Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights) I still feel like I am missing out on the there lives.
She said she is happy with her new life, that he makes her feel good about herself, that she doesn't have "those" feelings for me anymore and cannot see a way to get them back.
I don't know what I am going to do. I know that life should go on, I just don't feel like participating at the moment! I know she didn't do any of this with the intention of hurting me, but It really does hurt so much! I really would take her back, and I know it would be really tough but she is just not interested, she doesn't see that it could work, "things have gone too far".
Any words of encouragement about now would be gratefully receieved!
