It starts out rough, but it gets easier. The other thing is.. I've got to get used to the scenario in case.. this is it.

Man.. I don't want to make it sound like them being out of the house is the best thing.. in some ways I wish she was still here. Maybe she would see my changes more? Maybe it would make her feel more guilty?

For me.. there was just no way I could handle it any more.

Another thing I've enjoyed is being able to do things I couldn't do while we were married. Get your mind out of the gutter ;\) I mean golf.. hang out with my parents (long story) and go out with my friends guilt free.

Those are the things that:
1. Make this situation easier
2. Make me realize that my W is absolutely crazy!!

Again.. that's me and my sitch.