Well I haven't posted on my own thread in a long time. I have now been back for 2 months and a week and not sure if I can mentally do it anymore. She has gone back into her shell and gone in big time about a month ago, I have been DB'ing to death and not sure if I can hold it together much longer. It almost seems she wants me to be the one to say it is over and go, that way she won't have to have the guilt of it not working out, if that makes sense. I have found out through the grapevine that she has told a few people that we are not back together or even living together. I guess that is part of what makes me just want to say fine and move on myself. Sorry for ranting but it has been a long weekend and I am fed up and just needed to b*tch.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
