I like the idea of spreading out taking down the decorations. see, it helps me to visualize something. makes it easier, less to dread.
you are right about me not speculating. I need to stop that. just missing my h today I guess. not missing the man I've seen for a while now, but the man he used to be, the way we were together. I miss him, and am a little melancholy. not about lifestyles or fear of being lonely today like it was yesterday, this is just me missing him.
I suppose that's normal. even accepting what is, there is bound to be some sadness now and then. going to ride the wave out, and keep on going forward, and will try the stop sign technique (or even just saying stop!, that usually helps) if I find myself spiraling a bit instead of wave riding.
hope your son isn't too sore. ouch. soup, smoothies, scrambled eggs. and wine for mommy to deal with the bills. ouch. (h and I both had braces, our kids will all most likely need them...yikes!).
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
