Good to hear from you. I have tried to find you. Are you hiding out?
Anway, it makes me feel good to know my friend is watching over me still. I think we think alike. The thing that has kept me going in Church and not giving up is the fact that when I start feeling guilty "now" about what happened in the past with the OM....I know that is just what the enemy wants me to do is to take my sign down and stop doing anything. I do get very weary at times and this blasted depression really gets me down, but the Church has been my life, so I will keep on keeping on as long as I can muster enough energy to get there. And when I reach that point, well then I know God won't forsake me even if I can't make it to His house.
However, I do seem to get a little sensitive toward Cemar when he starts telling me what the "Christian" thing to do would be.....lol.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
