The question that is going through my mind is, why? Why would she divorce me only to initiate contact less than a week later? I would be lying if I said that I didn't want to talk to her, I do. On the other hand, I don't want to be used to ease her guilt (assuming that she feels guilty). I have tried to put her out of my mind and when I get close to normal, she txt msgs me. Ugh! I could see me getting false hope only to be shot down again. However, if she is having 2nd thoughts, I do not want to tell her to leave me alone and destroy any chance at reconciliation. She fwd'd an email to me today. This is significant b/c she had not done that in quite sometime. How do I leave the door open for her without coming across as needy? I just do not want to be disappointed yet again nor do I want to shoot myself in the foot either. ANY insight would be appreciated. Thanks in advance.
