Hugs, Limbo! I am so sorry that things aren't smoother for you, too! I hope that C will work - I think Retro was such a positive experience. Without it my H wouldn't even consider C - was your h the same? I long for all of this to be in the past, I know you do too.
Hang in there! Focus on you. Do something to make you feel better because this ISN'T your fault. Your H has commitment issues that HE needs to work out - (you already know that!). You are doing everything in your power to make this the best R possible. You are strong and courageous!
Limbo, I think your H does love you - he doesn't love himself. He doesn't have the ability, right now, to totally commit. IC will help this.
Thinking of you! Hugs
Me: 34 H: 39 M: 7 yrs H A 12/05-8/07
If what you say surprises me, I must have been assuming something else was true. - M. Wheatley
