oh well, I had to do it. The guy I was chatting with is so much fun and time goes by so fast when we chat. One thing led to another and we exchanged picts (no face no nudity) and I realized I was doing something wrong. He isnt' looking for an R just some fun, but he prob thinks i'm a single chick or something and our convos are flirty, and I realize my H would be mortified if he knew about it.

So I sent an offline msg to that guy and told him in so many words that I didnt' want to be deceitful but that I am in a relationship and that I inteded to stay in it. So he may not talk to me anymore, I will miss that, but he was getting the wrong idea, he even said i was too good to be true, and I couldnt' handle that anymore.

I can't pray to God to heal my M while flirting online with a guy, it is a form of infidelity and I'm not doing it, I should know better by now.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.