Hi everyone

Today my husband or should i say soon to be ex husband informed me that he has signed and sent the divorce papers back to the courts, so the divorce will be final in a matter of a few months. I do have the authority to stop it but at the moment my husband has not give me any solid reason to do so. He does not want to be with me and this is something i am learning to accept. Of course i wish things had turned out different but they haven't. Maybe one day my husband will realise just how much D3 and i do love him.

Tonight D3 and i went to watch some fireworks because it is bombfire night here in the uk. Even though D3 was a little weary she still managed to enjoy herself . During the night she has some sweets and said to me, "mummy i am saving one for Daddy", i really felt sorry for her that her daddy wasn't there.

Did i mention that i have a new attractive neighbour who is single and about my age . He has a little girl and she was round here playing with D3 the other day. This guy seems realy nice and seems to take a great interest in his children.

I am actually doing ok considering the imminent divorce, i am still going off "what god intends to happen, will happen", so i hope he has some great things in store for me .

Hope everyone is ok.

Nicky

Last edited by nickyf; 11/05/07 09:35 PM.

Me 34
H 33
D3
together 10 years
married 2 years
Bomb 22/8/06 (I feel empty) OW involved