hey Kel, I sure understand, when we have our little WW3 is when H really shows me what he's been smoldering about (I sure wish it didn't have to happen in a bad way) but anyways, our latest rucus led him to agree to see our MC, for that i'm grateful.
I remember, the day I found out about the 2nd A, how in the mids of me fuming he'd say "I'm actually glad it is over" . Sure, he got a kick of the thrill, but at what price!
============= sometimes I really believe he has felt very little remorse over his actions, mostly because he has displayed so little. But I also realize that I have NO IDEA what really happens inside him, and have hope that someday he will get there ================ Aud, girl, I so hear your pain, having my H just said a very short dispasionate "sorry" at the MC about the latest A really got to me. And no, we really have no idea how they process things, A) because men think differently B) because he is just a human bein who thinks and rationalizes things differently.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
