Had a rough weekend, but worked through it and am feeling lots better, mentally & physically.

H is really stressed @ work right now and talking on the phone, his tone was just "off." I just simply asked if he was alright, didn't say 'is anything going on' or anything.

I finally thought it all through and am still pounding it into my brain that H has absolutely no reason to cheat again. He and I both know how much we love each other and how good we have it as a partnership and as a family. I know he will not do anything to jeopardize that again. I think I'm just getting really antsy for him to finally be home for good so that we can put everything into motion and just BE again.

41 days until he does get to come home for a month \:\) Can't wait.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10