Still trying - Not very well

[limbo]

I can't be sure of anything, he has said that he isn't, he has claimed that he has had nothing from her since the big blow up email.
However I just can't see it, I know if I have had that kind of interaction with someone, then I am not going to let it go.
I just have this gut feeling that it is still continuing.

I do want to believe him, but its just so damn hard too, I have put my trust back in him so many times and then he just destroys it, and this time I am really struggling with getting it back.