Now I've done it...again #5

[nephartiti]

I am doing ok. I woke up at 2, and couldn't go back to sleep. So I have been doing some paper work and thinking way too much. I have to go see my Family Law L today, fill her in on everything, and sign papers. I am filing for D. I will not even talk to him. He will have to go through my lawyers from now on. I now have two lawyers, so I guess that would constitute a "team" of lawyers. I'm going to let them do their jobs and work on putting my life back together. Last week was horrible. This week will be better. At least, that is the plan.

I am not hurting (at least at the moment). I am still peeved, but I am using the energy to keep my resolve. No more energy wasted ranting at him. I am going to fight smarter, not harder.

I'm going to try to crawl back into bed for a couple hours til the kids wake up.

I will keep everyone posted. I guess I'll be moving to "Surviving the Big D" forum soon.