Still trying - Not very well

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I didn't realize my last post locked!!! I couldn't figure out why no one had posted!!!!

We got matching tats on Friday, and to be honest have been very uncomfortable with it since!
Went to our retro post session on Saturday, had a few problems, the presenters had mentioned the 5LL alot and I said to H he should read, and basically he just brushed me off, so that pissed me off, and I was nodding my head alittle to much for my h liking when the presenters were talking about things like commitment.
We did work it out though, although it was hard especially when we are doing the post at a church and wedding are going on, we were stood outside talking about this when the happy bride and groom came out, and I broke down, it was hard not to!
The good news is that he started reading the 5LL last night..so thats a start.
I have somethings bothering me, h cancelled his facebook yesterday, it seems like it was after I posted to him I love him and about our tats, i think he cancelled it so that I can't do that and so the email ow can't see that can of thing.
I have a really strong desire to email her!