Ellie, Still happy to see things still going well for you. Since I last posted to you I have stopped pursuing my H in bed. My reason being, I am afraid he sees this as one more thing I want from him. He has actually gotten a tiny bit warmer with me... what do you think? I definitely want sex, but don't want to pressure him.
Also, I am at a frustrated place, see tiny lights at the end of the tunnel and want it all. Did you get to that place? How did you deal with that? I am still over in newcomers.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
Hope you had a great weekend away. It rained where I am all weekend. Pretty depressing.
I am tired and weak. I hope I have the strength to keep fighting to save my R. Need such encouragement. I want a sign...anything from him. All I keep hearing is move on...never coming back. Now, the intimacy has stopped too....
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