Valentine's Day Massacre - the Happy Ending

[holdingon]

Ellie,
Still happy to see things still going well for you. Since I last posted to you I have stopped pursuing my H in bed. My reason being, I am afraid he sees this as one more thing I want from him. He has actually gotten a tiny bit warmer with me... what do you think? I definitely want sex, but don't want to pressure him.

Also, I am at a frustrated place, see tiny lights at the end of the tunnel and want it all. Did you get to that place? How did you deal with that? I am still over in newcomers.