Journaling,

Well, the doc told WAH-MLCer last week that his liver count was way to high and he had to quit. I have deducted all of this from WAH-MLCer's actions, few conversations and his attitude.

Basically, I believe he has either alcoholic hepitas or cyrossis. Naturally, WAH-MLCer has turned into Mr. Hyde and no longer is snuggling, holding me or even accepting my sexual advances. I am being told to shut up, F-off, that I'm a B and that I am his irritation.

Oh well, I know it is the withdrawal and him having to face his demons. I see him going throught the depression phase, anger and withdrawl (falling asleep on the sofa)

My only comments have been, why are you mean? You were so nice, snuggly & caring last week, don't ruin that. As well as...you are to physically have to shut me up- his reply he would do it legally. Ugh - he is soooo sick.

Child and I are doing well. Have an event for the new business this weekend, so must continue to focus on myself & child. Let WAH-MLCer deal with his one issues, at the same time trying to provide a warm caring AS IF environment AND keep the door open for him to have a better relationship with child rather than if we were divorced.

Mary in Austin - news from you?


MariS

"Going for the Gold & not the Booby prize"

Become the change you want to see.....

Me - 37
WAH - 35
child - 2yrs
Separated - August '06
Married - 10yrs, Together 18
Not feeling WAH's internal struggle - Feb '08