Still Tryin's new thread 2

[S.T. _I Made It!]

hey Nikki, thanks.

ya, I'm 100% positive they're not hiding. that's okay. at least these have lasted longer than the last group.

okay, yesterday was a BAD day. we were ALL biting each others heads off, kids and parents, parent and parent. yikes. I felt like I was getting hit on all sides. was definitely taking it personal. which is hard not to do when everyone is yelling at you.

I was at lowes and nothing went right there, and ended up missing a craft party, so my whole day I didn't feel happy at all. I do feel really lucky because I went to bed that night and H actually said he'd give me a back rub if I moved over. wow. that never ever happens. I think he mighta felt bad for yelling at me so much. So I definitely took that, and it went a little further than just the rub. okay a lot further, but very glad about that because it's been too long since the last time.

I guess I've just really been slipping lately. the other day I finally decide to get out and took s3 and puppy to the park to meet with other moms, and guess what. my 3 year old throws a fit that he didn't want to go to THAT park. ug. I drove 20+ minutes to get there, and then spent 20 minutes dealing with that and then left. I would have just walked to the park w him crying, but the parking lot was just too far away from the truck and that would have been unsafe.

These are really the things that causes me to get so frustrated. I really have absolutely no life. it's so hard to get out when your family doesn't live here. I guess it's just going to take some time, and I just need to start doing something and get involved, or get my s3 involved.