Morgan, I totally understand the feeling like you've been set back decades.

I have been having 'attacks' of feeling all alone in the world and thinking that I will ALWAYS be alone-and I literally thought to myself that this is how I felt 15 years ago and it's HORRIBLE. I am having flashbacks of remembering the terrible blind dates, the lonely nights...And it's the lonely nights of years ago- not the lonely nights of now. I can't really explain it, it's like I haven't actually progressed at all emotionally.

yuck.

Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing