I loved the idea about the lingerie. I will do it. Yes, I guess I will have to concentrate on the positive things to control fear.
Thanks for the input about him choosing me. I was not thinking from this perspective.
I will also let him know about my feelings. I don't know however how to do that in a way that it doesn't sound like a cold shower.
Perhaps I could tell him that I do not want to compare this trip with the latest ones where we where trying to mend things, but I would like to think of it more like dating again and letting things flow to have a good time. May be with some flowers or wine basket and a card.
What do you think? Is it too soon to court him again?
