no flylady lover here. I know a lot of people swear by her, and I do like the clean sink theory, but I just don't like the rest of it for some reason. oh, and I'm not the most organized person on earth, which is why I am doing it now. hopefully I'll get myself all sorted out and then just keep up with it. easier to just keep up with it than do it in big doses like I am doing. but feels like I'm really accomplishing stuff by going at it right now.
I have just found a box of letters and such from 1986. omg, that's over 20 years ago. that is scary, to realize how long ago that was. included a lot of stuff between my florida friend and I....long, newsy letters full of our first loves and such. I even found a poem I wrote about my college boyfriend. omg. hey, memories of when things were good, of the start of romance, and love, and all that stuff, so its been kind of fun. I'm pitching most of it, though...I am such a pack rat, I save way too much. I found the text for the computer programming class I took in '88. omg, talk about outdated! very funny.
H has come and gone. I was downstairs in the basement when he brought the kids home. they found me easily enough, but he didn't come down for a while. finally did, and asked why I didn't come up to greet him. actually, more of a comment than a question. not snotty, just surprised. I was surprised he expected me to, but didn't show it...just said I figured you'd come down.
nothing really in the exchange, it wasn't hostile or even too weird. just noting it, for what its worth. other than that, he asked to take the paper. I said I haven't read it yet, so no, but I said he could take the sports page when he asked for that (seemed thrown off that I said no to the rest of the paper...I mean, dude, get a subscription at ow's house, or stop at the store and grag one). same with the entertainment weekly. we both love that mag, I usually read it first and leave them for him. maybe I should get him a subscription to her house from the kids for christmas. lol.
not much else to tell. (guys cover your eyes) my period is late so hey, maybe I'll have that proof ow is looking for. gag. no, I don't think I'm pg, just think I was under a lot of stress recently so hopefully that affected things. we weren't stupid when we did have sex a couple of weeks ago (well, we were stupid, but not insane), but still, nothing but abstinence is 100%, so ya never know. still, its tempting to pull out one of my old positive tests to f with h a bit. hehehe.
(you can tell I don't think I am pg because i can joke about it)
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
