Well he called Friday twice and he got mad and hung up on me the second time. I haven't heard from him since. I have a conference call at noon tomorrow with his therapist, H, and I. I am scared because he will blow if I say the wrong things but I want to be honest.

About me..

I was doing so good and so positive last week. I don't know what happened. Today all I want to do is cry. Are these ups and downs normal? I am hoping my medicine isn't having the reverse effect. It is an antidepressent/antianxiety med.

I see the doctor again next week.

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"