I just need to vent this....

Does the trust ever come back? I know it hasn't been long since the OW and the secret conversations, but exh is making huge progress. As far as I know he is doing what he needs to be doing. But I find myself not believing him. Still wanting to check up on him and such.

After being hurt so bad and lied to for so long do you ever really feel comfortable again? I cannot imagine living this way with all of the fear and anxiety I have.


Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!