nnp~ I remember jokermann.. and no I don't what ever happend to him either.
Anyways~ it is nice to see that you are truly sorry for what you have done. But you both need to speak to a C, to see where the M went wrong and to prevent it from going or getting to that place again.
I wish you strength and hoping you work it out.
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Thank you for this. I would like to consider changing my nickname to something more positive if I felt I had a chance. I squandered so many opportunities. What made me do this? I am having nightmares about losing her. Today was our daughter's 3rd birthday. When my W answered the phone and I said Hi, she said nothing. After I spoke to my kids, she hung up on me. I want to fight so badly and be a better person. For me, which is selfish, but for our beautiful children who deserve a loving family with mommy and daddy there every day. Somebody put me out of my misery. I love her, I love her, I love her!