We are done in so many ways...but I am still here.

[NoDirection]

My birthday was bittersweet. It was wierd too that she gave me this big hug and kiss. I found another set of incriminating text messages that reinforce the PA.

I confronted her and now she is going to her friends with our S. Parts of me want to keep this going, I still do love her and want to stay a family for our son. I do not know if I can stay knowing what I know now.

I am also very tired of being her whipping post. She constantly tells me that she does not love me, she is not attracted to me, I am the reason for all of her problems, I am boring, and she does not have fun when she is with me. I know I did a lot to get us to the point we are at now. What she has done since then is entirely her choosing...