could be, mk. I'm h's first love, and first real breakup. he mostly hooked up prior to me...had a casual sort of bf/gf relationship in h.s., and one just prior to us going out, but nothing ever serious.
it is hard to see h happy and fun around the kids, because he isn't like that around me anymore. it hurts. but I honestly think it would be worse if he wasn't. it wouldn't be fair to the kids, and it would hurt more to see them hurting.
have been having a good day. got lots done in the basement, still have more to do but may save it for tomorrow before the kids get here. lit a fire again, its been nice, have been chilling, watched a movie, am starting up my book. nice, a quiet day. a few sad moments, just lonely, but overall okay. I like a bit of alone time, to tell you the truth.
will call the kids in an hour or so to say goodnight. will be curious to see if h acts affronted about me hanging up earlier. not that I care.
Last edited by morgan; 11/03/0707:56 PM.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
