The Good, the Bad, and the Funny Part 6

[mkultra]

I do not want to hear from him. Nor my mother. I turned off the cells and the answering machines. If they call I will erase all messages. I am sorry but I am in a strong flee mode. My SIL told me it would be bad for my kids if I moved but i seriously do not want to end up like Donna. Seeing all this crap all the time. I was very positive before, but any verbal abuse now just sets me off. I have zero tolerance now for bullies anywhere. I try to be patient, to see the hurt little kid. It is ironic. My doorman told me why that bully in the bar was so abusive to others, his wife was cheating on him and they just had a baby. Gosh, what people do.

The bar has been good and bad. I am put on a weird pedestal. I make way more money than I do teaching. I have an excuse to wear makeup and nice clothes. People see me and talk to me. Most of the time I am pretty invisible Asian soccer mom. No really. I am that lady that gets cut into all the time only to har, "Sorry, didn't see you there." And I only work while my kids are in bed a few nights per week. Plus, I get to give my mom a night off, but she is abusive, always has been. She thinks being abusive makes me stronger. She tells me that sales are way down since my H left and I took over. She thinks that motivates me to sell more, but I do not work that way. I perform better with positive reinforcement. So she will kepp putting me down. the funnything is, I keep hearing from others how much better of a manager I am than my H. That I care more, that I am smarter at business, but I will not hear it from her.