(((HUGS))) neph, I am so sorry for the loss of your sister.
I agree with mk, its hard, but you have to be that lighthouse. steady, calm, unflappable. take care of yourself. I wish I could give you a hug in person, but know i am thinking of you. if you feel like you are spiraling, e-mail me, okay? just take care of yourself. you are more than this.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"